Gosh Freakin' Darnit

It's just cold.  Last night - I had to sleep with socks on - and I have 700 HOT FLASHES a day - so this is very uncommon.  The air is brown, and the snow is brown, and the 20 blankets on my bed are... not brown, but stacked high.  Yes, we do have a heater in the house - but it's not making the grade!  I'm pretty sure that I'll be turning to the last resort... soaking my frozen feetual digits in hot chocolate....   I'm looking forward to a storm on Saturday when it will possibly clear out the Utard Gunk.  I'm certainly a January Depress'ee, and it hits me hard.  So I'm cutting out a huge yellow sun and putting it up in my window to see everyday.  Especially when I'm up at 3 am and - heck - the sun will already be up.  The world is settling around me somewhat..... Ryan started up at BYU again, it's sweet to have a live in Physisist in the house.  The Manda child is delicious with child and has about 10 weeks left.  Her hubby Ryan has gone into Law School World again.  Ashley is busy with her modeling jobs, bridal shots to designer dresses, oh and that full time job in Engineering on the side.  Mike, just needs to come home because it's just not fun having BIG BOB around.  Matt is Amazoning, and Bethany is Speech Pathologing, and Em and Drewski are well, are owning the cutest grandkids ever award, soon to be shared by little Tommy Hawker Merriman in March.  (Loving Elizabeth B in WA for all of her extra loving to them during the week.)  Mr. Hillary designed another part for his chopper.... design to mill to assembly... and me?   Soakin' my toes in hot chocolate... pass the marshmallows.  Cheers on this Gosh Freakin' Darnit cold day.