Tuesday, July 12, 2011

Ug....

Today I realized that I hit this...
emotionally.
I keep trying to run around, picking up pieces of
things that are broken, and lost, and forgotten.
I fail almost every day.
Some days it's difficult to breathe there is so much to do.
Just a tad bit lower than a snakes stomach today.
Just can't pick up the joy factor.
I know I am blessed.
But I also am in such a deep dark hole today.
If I could afford some lemons, yes mom,
I would make lemonaid... truly good advice.
Every single day - picking myself up - and
moving along,
and not getting anywhere.
Then I hit the wall.
Just can't seem to get to all to work out.
So, tomorrow I'll start over again.
Maybe I could decorate my wall,
or spray paint it,
or lean on it.
Hitting the wall certainly hurts.
Maybe I'll decorate it with
cotton candy.
That makes me smile.
Oh Pink Floyd, quit playing in my head.

5 good things about this day
Jennie Newbold is my new VT
Bethany is getting a long over due girls weekend
Mandy charged her phone
My brother called me
ok
so I only found four.
wait...
It's Taco Tuesday...

4 comments:

Bethany said...

Ooh ooh! Great thing #6 is that we will be in Utah in less than 50 days when we come for Katrina's wedding!

Jen said...

We had taco Tuesday last night (which is a very important tradition in our family) and sometimes just that is what can get me through the week!

Betsy B said...

I love you, too! Does that count as a good thing?

Joosten said...

I hope tomorrow is better!!! Days like that are so tough! You are amazing!! Love ya!